Hater or Envy

Lot of people, especially my family asked me why I blog or I hear smart remarks with sarcasm~" Oh, now u a blogger'".  People you think knows you best..they don't.
If people do things that they always had an interest in it shouldn't be a surprised if they pursue it.  But you have to remember, how many people in your life really knows your passion.  Don't assume people know you. People judge us by what they see & perceive it in their retrospectives.

I have always loved to write.  I remember in school how me & my girls would write letters & we would pass them to one another in the hallway, excuse ourselves from class for a restroom break just so we can meet in the restrooms to give each other's letters.  We would pass them in class if we had class together & my letters were never shorter than 8 pgs.

A few years ago, I just sat down with a paper & a pen.  I wrote 76 pages that night & it was my first book that I plan to publish. UNDERSTAND..I am not the kind that gives up, but some things do get placed on that back burner.
I have more books I would like to start on & like any project I put my mind to it, I don't like starting something & never complete it.
It's all about timing, money, & resilience.

My response on why I chose to become a blogger because it gives me a chance to express my thoughts.  It's a reflection of my life.

Seems lately, no matter how great something means to me, others question & that is ok with me.  I like people to view me as this mystical being.  I changed for a better me.  I love the challenges, obstacles, the doubts, broken promises, spending time with me, embracing who I am & loving the skin I'm in.
The one features I love about me the most.  I NEVER #GAF what others said or what they think about me.  Professionally wise, (somewhat) Who wouldn't want to impress their employers? It's called advancement.  I strive for excellence, but if I am at least half of that, I have advanced.

I don't like the word" HATE" it symbolize a terrible image of human live.  I always though I never had haters. Not ME, the one who motivates, mentors, lead & challenge  others to reach their wildest dream & accomplishments.  I congratulate others for their accomplishments. Whether it is that new BMW or pass the hardest test in school. 
Some things we view as hatred can turn to jealousy, but that jealous is usually Envy.
I tell others, you can accomplish the same, but it's what you want to achieve & based on how bad you want it.

Envy or Hate, Hate or Envy, you tell me.  I blog because I feel free.

#LetYourHatersBeYourMotivators